Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 6:42 PM
Even though i have no time to relax .But i want to blog this .
It's been so long since i cry .
It's because of our friendship i behave likethat .
I'm so scared . ):
Scared that you will leave HappyFamily .
Scared that you will get snatch away from that zharbor .
You seems to be closer to her than HappyFamily now ..
You look as though all this things are just a joke to you .
But to us , it aint a joke .
Maybe you dont hate her as much as i do ,
Cause' you dont quite understand what is the main point of this conflict ?
Like what zhu say in her blog ,
Happy mask seems to be back ..
I've experience the feeling of losing a really close friend before .
I'm glad that i manage to salvage , real glad .
That's why i dont want to experience losing another close friend again .
Cause' i'm tired of salvaging it . ):
Crying in the morning because of this friendship .
Crying in SS lesson because i'm worried about **** . :/
I wish the 2 of you wont get influence by anything .
Just stay by my side like how it is in the past .
I know i'm selfish ,
But i really dont want to lose a friend like you .
I dont want **** to get influence by those people .
I just wish time would rewind to the time where we were so happily laughing .
Rewind to the time where none of this bloody shit is happening . ):


