Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 12:55 PM
Why dont you just slice through my skin , slowly and painfully ?As you sliced , it gets deeper and deeper till it reaches my veins .
And , cut through those veins and let the red liquid flow out from my body .
I cannot take it anymore .
Really cant , i'm tired .
Damn tired .
Why did god arrange him to come into my life ?
Those challenges that god gave me as a test , its too much .
Too much to handle it by myself , alone .
I'm lucky , lucky that i still have my friends to be there for me .
If not , i dont know what will i be now .
Dead ?
I dont know .
Now , friends come first .
Relationship ?
Love ?
I dont think i want that in my dictionary ?
Maybe someday ,
someone will make this two words appear in my dictionary again .
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