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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 2:50 PM

I wish i can believe in love again .
I wish i can believe in the word forever again .
I wish i can believe in everything like how i use to believe .
I'm not intending to tell anyone anything anymore .
I will hide my feelings for as long as i can .
I will put on the "happy face" mask for as long as i can .
I will stay strong for the sake of people who concerns me .
I need to overcome the phobia i have in myself .
Now , there is no one to help me cover my ears when theres a thunder .
No one to protect me from the rain .
No one to wipe away my tears when i'm crying .
No shoulders to lie on and sleep when i'm tired .
No warm hugs when i'm feeling cold .
I want to cry again , its terrible .
But there seems to be no more tears ?
My tears are all dried up .
Now , i only can cry inside my heart , and not outside .
The past me were free from all this things .
I never have to put on a mask .
Why do i have to end up having all this now ?
How i wish there isn't you in my life before .
The me now , is not me ?
Maybe .