Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 4:20 PM
I'm sorry peoples ..
I know its my fault .
After i see the replies from the two of you .
Makes me really kind of stress up suddenly .
And also heart pain .
Too stress for me .
At that point of time , i just want to slash myself with something sharp , to unstress myself .
But i cant find anything for me to do so .
And the only thing was to cry ..
Cry again ..
This month cry how many times ler .
Cry halfway , suddenly think about the past again !
I dont know why it pop up in my head .
Crying is all i can do .
Nothing else ..
I know i'm dumb to give up this .
But the feeling seems to be not right .
I dont know ..
I STILL need time .
Sorry peoples .
And sorry for disappointing you .. ):
I know its my fault .
After i see the replies from the two of you .
Makes me really kind of stress up suddenly .
And also heart pain .
Too stress for me .
At that point of time , i just want to slash myself with something sharp , to unstress myself .
But i cant find anything for me to do so .
And the only thing was to cry ..
Cry again ..
This month cry how many times ler .
Cry halfway , suddenly think about the past again !
I dont know why it pop up in my head .
Crying is all i can do .
Nothing else ..
I know i'm dumb to give up this .
But the feeling seems to be not right .
I dont know ..
I STILL need time .
Sorry peoples .
And sorry for disappointing you .. ):
Will be moody this few days .
No mood to crap , no mood to study , no mood to laugh !
No mood to do everything .
Now , i can cry anything time , anywhere , again ..
If you see me laugh , then tell me this sentence , "Stop laughing , i know its fake" .
& its true .
Labels: AFakeSmileFromMeToYou ; ♥


