Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 4:15 PM
Back blogging .
Today woke up with a swollen eye .
Why ?
Cause i cried yesterday night till 2am , then fall asleep .
Why cry ?
Cause of him ..
I saw something that made me stun , hurt and shock .. )':
Then , today 6am wake up , saw my eyes .
Damn it ..
I told YYN about it .
Then told her to meet at block 146 by 7am .
I reach 146 at 6.40am like that .
But they dont know .
Cause tell YYN that i still haven reach yet .
I sit there listen to song , and cried again ..
Cried until YYN come .
I stop awhile , then i suddenly cry again .
But think they dont know .
Then kor tried to cheer me up .
But this time i cant .
After that YYN ask me whether want go school ler mah .
Then i stand up and walk to school .
Saw CEH , she saw me crying .
But i walk away , sorry uh .
Didnt mean to do that .
Cause my mind was in a confusion at that point of time .
Was still crying when i'm in school .
Went to centre square , still crying alittle bit .
Then STSH came , YYN told her about it .
She came towards me .
Then i cried until more worse .
The tears ..
Keep drop , cant stop ..
Reading period i'm not even reading .
I'm just crying all the way .
Take pledge also cry .
When go back to class .
Class lock , need wait outside .
I go one corner .
Then suddenly crying again .
AYT came up , saw me crying , keep ask me why .
I never say anything .
Just keep on crying .
D&T class never listen to what teacher say .
Why ?
Cause still crying .
I cry until the lesson going finish then start to stop crying .
Haish .
I dont know what's happening to me .
I saw those things , i should take it as nothing happen mah .
Why i like that ?
I'm not his who ler mah .
Haish .
I just feel like dieing .
Every night crying to sleep again ..
I thought it was over ..
To You :
Whether you are serious about me or just toying my feelings in the past .
I dont care now .
But i am serious about you , truly love you in the past ..
Maybe my attitude , my ways of doing some things are too much .
Maybe that's the reason why you want to end it ..
Today woke up with a swollen eye .
Why ?
Cause i cried yesterday night till 2am , then fall asleep .
Why cry ?
Cause of him ..
I saw something that made me stun , hurt and shock .. )':
Then , today 6am wake up , saw my eyes .
Damn it ..
I told YYN about it .
Then told her to meet at block 146 by 7am .
I reach 146 at 6.40am like that .
But they dont know .
Cause tell YYN that i still haven reach yet .
I sit there listen to song , and cried again ..
Cried until YYN come .
I stop awhile , then i suddenly cry again .
But think they dont know .
Then kor tried to cheer me up .
But this time i cant .
After that YYN ask me whether want go school ler mah .
Then i stand up and walk to school .
Saw CEH , she saw me crying .
But i walk away , sorry uh .
Didnt mean to do that .
Cause my mind was in a confusion at that point of time .
Was still crying when i'm in school .
Went to centre square , still crying alittle bit .
Then STSH came , YYN told her about it .
She came towards me .
Then i cried until more worse .
The tears ..
Keep drop , cant stop ..
Reading period i'm not even reading .
I'm just crying all the way .
Take pledge also cry .
When go back to class .
Class lock , need wait outside .
I go one corner .
Then suddenly crying again .
AYT came up , saw me crying , keep ask me why .
I never say anything .
Just keep on crying .
D&T class never listen to what teacher say .
Why ?
Cause still crying .
I cry until the lesson going finish then start to stop crying .
Haish .
I dont know what's happening to me .
I saw those things , i should take it as nothing happen mah .
Why i like that ?
I'm not his who ler mah .
Haish .
I just feel like dieing .
Every night crying to sleep again ..
I thought it was over ..
To You :
Whether you are serious about me or just toying my feelings in the past .
I dont care now .
But i am serious about you , truly love you in the past ..
Maybe my attitude , my ways of doing some things are too much .
Maybe that's the reason why you want to end it ..
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